About the author

Thomasu

A 19 year old sophomore in college, aspiring author and comic book artist. Loves anime and manga, sweets, and loud, fast cars. Please enjoy your stay.

Featured release Dark fairy-tale horror
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Featured story

Her Friend, Mr. Koi Fish

Eight-year-old Satsuki follows the sound of splashing into the woods and finds a talking koi fish eager to become her secret friend.

Long-form fiction

Series

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The Lucids

The Path to Create the Greatest “Dreamer” Group!

Dreamers can create worlds, set their own rules, and enter the dreams of others—but dying in a dream means dying for real. At the Dream Building Academy, Yaris sets out to form the Lucids and compete for a World Building certificate awarded to only one group every thirty years.

The library

Current works.

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To Be Like

A man determined not to repeat his mother’s failures begins to notice the same dark presence that once followed her.

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168

Two women spend a handful of numbered hours together, neither quite saying what the time is counting toward.

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Caring You

A caring you follows a girl through the pieces of a life it can see but never touch.

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Memoir of a Poet

A poet meets a stranger beside the river, and the words between them begin to take on a life of their own.

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Newest fiction

Latest work.

Newest release

Her Friend, Mr. Koi Fish

Eight-year-old Satsuki follows the sound of splashing into the woods and finds a talking koi fish eager to become her secret friend.

Dark fairy-tale horrorBy Thomasu
Her Friend, Mr. Koi Fish cover: a red-and-white koi swimming through black water
Currently reading

What I'm reading.

Part One finished
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The Collector

10/10so far

I just finished Part One, and once again I'm reminded why I love older literary fiction. The prose and psychological tension feel unlike almost anything I come across in newer thrillers, and I'm absolutely loving what the story has become.

Two things feel especially clear so far. Clegg is a madman, but what makes him so fascinating is the logic he uses to make his obsession seem reasonable. He idealizes Miranda for the qualities he associates with refinement and individuality, while seeming to believe that his own differences—his restraint, his gifts, and the fact that he considers himself different from an ordinary kidnapper—should make him worthy of the same kind of special consideration from her. Yet he does not truly love Miranda because he barely allows her to exist as a person outside the version of her he has collected in his head.

Her captivity becomes a kind of static cocoon for his fantasy. He enjoys the moments when she becomes compliant or dependent on him, even though that compliance exists only because he has taken away nearly every alternative she has. The contradiction is incredible: he wants credit for treating her “well” while expecting gratitude, affection, and eventually love from the person he imprisoned. That gap between how Clegg understands himself and what he is actually doing has been amazing and genuinely thought-provoking to read.

I ended up reading all of Part One in a single day. I plan on finishing the book soon and writing a full review afterward. So far, it's a 10/10 and an absolute must-read.

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From the archive

Earlier Works

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Razul

After running until he can go no farther, a man finds a talking bird willing to hear the story he has been trying to escape.

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The Mouse and the Macaw

A mouse reaches for the colors above the forest floor and wakes to find his small world changed.

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Despondency

A girl searching through a world made unfamiliar by an ever-growing light finds that she may not be as alone as she believed.

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Forbidden Earlier Works

Content warning

Explicit and disturbing subject matter. Reader discretion advised.

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William's Club of Beauties

A young girl's experience in the underground world of "William's Club of Beauties".

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Behind the stories

I write to see where a feeling goes.

Most of these stories begin with something I cannot stop turning over in my head—a lonely thought, an uncomfortable question, or a person trying to make sense of something that may never make sense.

Some stories ask to be understood. Others only ask that you stay with them for a while.
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